The Whisper of Lies
Through the wound of my heart, I have witnessed the secret. I have tasted defeat. And now…it would take an act of something bigger than me, maybe a fleeting “Wonder” to dislodge this self-deception and lies betrothed to my soul.
He sauntered slowly behind me, he was there even in my sleep, and his whispers of promises were beautiful and breathtaking… in the beginning.
He allured me to places I’d never been. His seduction was easy. He knew everything about me and the precise words to speak. Sadly, the sound of his voice was to only draw me to a deeper place and deceive my inmost being.
And I went.
Two lovers of self.
In this place that I existed, it was dark. It was cold. I was alone. The beauty of his words had disappeared.
The voices from my precious life had been obscured. There was only the one voice left—mine.
“You did this to yourself.”
I was left with reflections of my meaningless time here in this place and I no longer recognized the person I had became. Or so I thought. (2 Corinthians 1:3-5)
Time would pass, much time before…
…This place around me began to crumble. And through the tremendous darkness, a “Light” shone through the cracks in my survival.
And then I heard:
“Wake up, O Sleeper,
Rise from the dead,
And Christ will shine on you.” Eph 5:14
Beautifully Awkward
August 25, 2010 at 7:01 pm
Sweetie, He is shining so very beautifully upon your life, love you.